all4theduke

Wouldnt you know that coming home for christmas break i would get sick and it be starting on christmas eve. The thing is though, i thought it would pass by the next day or so and it hasnt and im so miserable and whats worse, i have been working closing shifts at work which suck alot and it is not a environment condusive to getting better simply because i blame work for getting me sick in the first place, with all the people i come in contact with and what not. its just a sad equation im afraid. the last post i posted on here is way past done and besides that, way over too, guy turned out to be a grade A jerk and im still reeling off the hurt i felt from it all. i think i am a little naive when it comes to judging people, i tend to give everyone the benefit of the doubt even after evidence proving them a certain way and with him, i overlooked alot and then realized, i really should have seen this coming earlier. the signs were all there, but i was too enamored to see them. oh well, crossed that bridge, over it. i am not in a very trusting guys frame of mindset these days, if its family thats one thing but outside of that, i just really am not dealing with it. somethings are best left unmessed with and i think that right now, relationships for me is one of them. on a brighter note, christmas was despite my illness, a good day, i got to see a whole bunch of my family i havent seen in a while and my favorite cousin Conway was there and stayed the night and we got to hang out for a good amount of time. Also, i got the main thing i wanted for christmas, a webcam. these things are really neat, i mean u can take pictures, make videos, and talk over aim with friends on them. i have had fun, playing with it and figuring out how it works since i got it. now if i could only get over this cold, then i would be "ginger peachy" to use a old phrase...