all4theduke

Its been kinda insane lately all around. Classes are kinda bumming me out now instead of looking forward to them like first semester and this is this feeling that i never have enough time to do anything. Its an overpowering sense that somehow in some way the world could come crashing down if one thing (haha placeholder!) goes awry. But on the bright side lately i have been having more heart to heart talks with my friends and i always leave them in better moods and now they know why im so out of the mix so often. I have this friend who shall remain nameless and who needless to say is one of those where they run all hot and cold. One moment you are on great terms and then in only another your totally at a loss as to what the problem is. Since i recently had to read Jekyll and Hyde in my short fiction class here, i term these changes as the Jekyll and the Hyde phases. One moment they are as nice and congenial as anyone and they are Jekyll and in the next they have turned into such a torment of contradictory statements that they become Hyde. But talking to my friends who happened to catch this transformation first hand in a group chat last night, they now understand why it is so hard for me to talk about the relationship i have with this person. They are far from consistant and as my friends put it this person is a total A#% . But name calling aside, this person needs to grow up or they will one day find themselves alone and surrounded by happier more successful people and feeling left out. Such is life i suppose. As far as cheerier topics go, yeah yesterday was april fool's day. And as was to be expected, i got tricked. Granted it was small in retrospect and not nasty really by any means but i still could have done without it. One of my gal pals took my keys and passport or card to go to the dining halls and hid it. Now seeing as we were going to get coffee on campus i needed that very object so u can imagine my annoyance at the charade they that pulled. finally though making them feel bad got it back for me in the end. And as a good ending to all stories go i got my coffee which turned out pretty good since i am not a coffee drinker and just lately decided i wanted to try it, so in the last two days i have had a chocolate latte, which was okay and then yesterday a vanilla cappucinno, which i liked better. I am thinking of trying one with caramel today if i get the chance who knows. Class awaits got to cut it short.