all4theduke

Since my last entry, I found out: one, that the guy who was saying I was his type was leading me on and was not looking for a relationship is now in one with another girl....two, that the guy who made my life hell with my first ex when he came back to me begging forgiveness I should of said no and walked away instead of believing him and him turning around and hurting me when being ex number two, he broke up with me out of the clear blue for stupid reasons that I am pretty sure were made up. In any case, my personal life is at a complete standstill as usual and so now I am just working on getting through my senior year at college even though I already set myself up for another year here. Its scary because I honestly am having trouble figuring out my future now and where I am headed who can say. The more I learn about the real world and what I need to get in there and survive the less I feel prepared. In any case time heals everything they say and I just got to be positive when I feel questioned or feel like questioning myself.